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Very powerful lyrics..I tried to post earlier by my server went catupulting into the digital abyss, and it did not take...but I am sorry your are feeling so alone, music is so powerful and these lyrics speak volumes..and having to endure alone without your pdoc makes it especially hard..please take care..

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> it can be a surprise to us to find certain music or lyrics in journals or printed out or even new to playlists on the computer........often not of *our* tastes (that's __zh the adult speaking) but we've been learning to accept more of what seems bizarre instead of struggling so hard to deny or not acknowledge what is real in our life/ves.

the lack of therapist and pdoc makes it feel tenfold at least. therapist has backup during vacations but if we havn't met that backup before there's little chance in hades we'd ever consider picking up the phone to call them. we'd much rather talk to an anon. hotline then to some trained therapist who is a stranger to us................we'd rather have the true stranger doesn't make much sense but there it is.

pdoc is kind person who does much to assist during difficulties. felt badly that we couldn't make it to our second appt. that month. at least we'll give ourselves credit for making it to one......instead of berating ourselves for missing the second. besides safety needs to win out when operating a vehicle and others on the road could be endangered by our spacey driving.

ty for chiming in. sorry the server went kaput. been spending past few weeks doing much battle with this machine in order to get it back to speed and updated enough to crawl around the Internet again w/o so much hassle. and technology eases our lives how?