your story is heartbreaking faith... I wish there was some magical cure to take it all away. You are a special person, never forget that. I don't really want to post this for fear of triggering you, but I'll just say this, you made me realise how greatful I should be. We take so many little things for granted. I'm so sorry for all the pain you had to suffer... I really am and I hope you will find some peace in the future.

Hang in there
Tanya