Do any therapists work in the evening after you get out of work? Some do, I've found. Perhaps you can find one who will see you when you get out of work. Have you asked? It will be worth the trouble to ask, as you really DO need to see someone. PLEASE -- call and see who might see you after work. Please do this and let us know, will you? We're worried about you.
I'll look for your post about whether or not you were able to get in. Take care and God bless. Hugs, Lee