Well I think that anytime there is something that bad in your past that you should talk about it. I never had sexual abuse as a child other than one time my grandfather touched my breast and i never told anyone. but I stayed away from him and he died shortly after that happend. I dont really think that consitutes as abuse, but what it sounds like to me is that you really do need to get it out in the open and talk about it. there is always the chance that it could help. so i dont know what my advice is worth I hope it helps.
Tonya

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