sweetness you have EVERY RIGHT to reply to this post. (((time0))))

hon, your words have always been kind and true. we're sorry you can relate to our last post as it shows you too have experienced this kind of pain.

that stinks rotten slop!! really! it just stinks that any of us feel those ways........whether or not from internal stuff, external influences or combos of the two.

mean is mean is mean. kind is kind is kind. the two aren't intermingible. of course we all have the ability to have many different qualities inside.....it is in the choices we make to share those qualities that we show who we are in this world.

you, my dear, are an extremely kind woman who has more strength than she may ever know. until that day when you do know we'll keep reminding you of the truths we perceive given what you have shared with us over time. just our opinions..............for better or for worse. we hope they lean toward better but we're not the judge of that

thanks again time0, fuzzybear, EV, Evangelista and nothemama8. the desperation that was funking out our entire mood isn't quite as severe today.

the lack of sleep sure didn't help but knowing that this too shall pass and hearing from others does help.

ty all for taking the time to respond. we're grateful for y'all.