((Rhapsody))...my ex was into internet porn, did not find out about it toward the end of our marriage, but probably had gone on for years..some of the stuff I found on his computer by accident when I was getting ready to leave....OMG...its so accessible now days..its very sad...and very troubling..
I wish I could offer you hope and understanding becuase of what happened to you...I think "Why" is something allot of us ask at one time or another..trying to analyze it..maybe thinking it would help with the pain..I am so sorry ((Rhap))..