It's natural to feel this way. It really is. It's natural to feel like there is nothing wrong when we know that something is. You just have to take that chance... forget the money and forget the chance that everything might just be ok. You know better than that, and you owe it to yourself to do what it takes to make things better for yourself. Your parents don't have to live through the mood swings.. you do! So do this for yourself and write out on a piece of paper, whether you take the info from one of our emails or you say something different, and give it to them. that is the easiest way to go about it and your worth it!