Hi Mel! Welcome!

I know it seems hopeless but really it isn't. It's just a slow process. I heard someone say once that "Great things take time and horrible things happen all at once." It's true.

i'm sorry your support group didn't work out. This place may be more digital but we're all here to support each other. So feel free to vent and post and ask questions. We all go through hard times and better times and finding this place has helped me emensely.

And it's not in vain or hopeless. Everyone travels at a different pace and every has a different experience. With your health issues your road is going to be a bit different with meds, but that's okay. It takes time but you'll get there.