Feelings of worthlessness, like as if nothing fun or positive that I do is fun or positive. More like a robot, forced to smile assimilate a human gesture (other wise people would take note I'm depress), watching my kid enjoy his moments of life at park and not being able to feel the same joy of watching him feel happy. The feeling of laugher; gone, the feeling of joy; gone; the feeling of hope; gone and much more.

This is how depression feels in my case. No matter how difficult it is, I try everyday to fight off the symptoms of depression because I have more hopes of living and watching my kid grow, than to just give up and surrender to depression.