I'm glad that you are able to talk freely here and please dont worry about your English, its very good, better than good, honest more honesty... Your bf sounds very emotionally volatile (takes one to know one) BUT, I am very in control of my reactions, and I'm mature enough to know that drinking, makes those outbursts WORSE, and I know not to subject other's to it. He seems very manipulative, and the verbal abuse, has GOT TO GO! I dont like telling people what to do, but this guy has lots of red flags