Thank you, thank you, thank you!!! It's a long story, going to try to make it short as possible. You will have no respect for me when you hear this, as, I have none for myself.
I have been married 19yrs.. My husband had an affair, I caught him and took 60mg. of Ativan, new script I had. I don't remember anything, just waking up in hospital, apparently I called my sister for help. After being released, I stayed with my mom for 2 months, mind you I left home at 15. Then, I stayed with my daughter for a month. My husband called to tell me a friend of ours passed away, and, I ended moving back home. We live in a small town, no bus system, no where to get a job. My license is suspended for tickets, and, even if I had a license, he sold my car. Now, I'm being pressured to do things I don't want to do. Some days he is really nice to me, some days really mean. I feel sick, I have lost alot of weight,40+, and, I can't do it anymore. I have thought about being homeless often, I don't know if I can do it. Thanks for listening, I almost got it all out!
Kelli