Well, first off, I don't know why anyone would lose respect for you after your story! You deserve love and compasion not disrespect. It just sounds like you've had a terrible time recently.

Secondly, as a reader I would never tell someone that anyone was going to die. To me, that's a sign of a bad reader. Like I said, the cards do not predict the future. They can only give you a possible outcome of things which can be changed at any moment. Especially when it's really vague like that... I call this "scare tactic reading." And it's what causes so many people to belittle people who use cards or read them. It's usually a sign of, "If you come back for another appointment I may be able to tell you who is sick, who will die." It's like the whole "end of the world" type predictions. You know? that's how I feel about it.