Me and Andy had this big fight. Anyways, he went to his dad's alone this weekend because I didn't want to go for the simple reason that we're not together anymore. To make a long story short, he didn't take it too well.
He left this morning to go to his dad's. I got a phone call tonight from him. He was very spacey and I could definitely tell his paranoia is off the charts right now. He kept asking if I was drinking, partying, who I had over to the house, etc. Well, I've been enjoying a quiet day at home cleaning, watching movies, etc. No alcohol, no nothing. I slept a lot, too. I told him I haven't been anywhere and no one's been here at all. He seemed ok with the truthful explanation I gave him. But he just went right back into the paranoia.
While I was in mid-sentence talking to him he asked me who I was talking to and who was here. No matter how many times I tried to tell him I was talking to him and no one was here, he just wouldn't accept it. He said when he got home he'd know if I was telling the truth or not and he'd know just by looking at me.
I know he's in crisis right now. I mean it's bad.
I'm terrified of what his paranoia is doing to him and what he may do to me when he gets home and believes his delusions over reality...
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