Don't be afraid to tell them EVERYTHING you've told us. It won't be the first time they've heard it, believe me. Tell your therapist. They've heard it all before, and they won't think you're a "crazy person." They'll just think that you need therapy and that's why you're there. Simple as that. If you don't tell them everything, they can't really treat you because you aren't being open and honest with them. By leaving out the important stuff, you are in effect lying to them. So you MUST tell them everything in order to be effectively treated.
So don't be afraid to honestly tell the therapist everything. They know there are people who think the same things that you think. They know there are folks who hear certain things, like you do. So stop worrying, and just tell them. Without being honest, you can't be treated properly and be healed. So tell your therapist all, okay? And God bless -- and let us know what happens, okay? We're behind you 100%. Take care. Hugs, Lee