I sometimes have negative / teasing / goading thoughts that don't feel like they are mine - well I know they are as they are in my head, but it feels like a bit of my brain that is just out to destroy me that I can't control. Sometimes these thoughts control my body as well, like they will get me to say something and there is this other bit of me that feels more like the real "me" that is standing watching, wondering why on earth my mouth is saying those things. Just wondered whether anyone else experiences similar?