Does anyone else ever wonder, "why me?"? I mean, not only do we have bp, but most of us have other issues as well, being it PTSD, OCD, Anxiety disorders, you name it. I mean, really, isn't one enough? Isn't one more than enough?

The idea behind reincarnation is that each time you are reincarnated, you are supposed to learn to get closer to nirvana. I'm not sure if I believe in reincarnation or not, but couldn't we work on one lesson at a time?

Sitting on the verge of depression, I had an interesting thought. While thinking sad thoughts, and getting stuck in that tailspin, it's almost funny to think this is really all in my head. The mania, the depression, the irritation, the aggression, the anger, the hopelessness, is all a hallucination in it's own right. If a hallucination is our senses perceiving something that isn't there, isn't bp sort of just one big hallucination? I mean, we're feeling emotions, but their causes aren't always. In one hallucination our brain convinces us that we see things that aren't there, and in the other, our brain convinces us to feel something that maybe shouldn't be there.