I just want to say that I identify, esp with that fear of failing and having my last chance.

and then losing it.

I am glad you came here.

I lost my last husband because of my bpd.

I have heard of relationships surviving, though.

And not just because of the person with bpd working on things, but also because both parties are dealing with it.

I hope you some help, whereve it is.

You deserve it. You deserve another chance.

As long as you are alive.

Even if you lose one more person.

don't ever give up on *yourself*. I am also saying this to myself.

Carol