Thanks Leed!!!!

I know I cannot do such terrible things to that person,in reality I dont want to;he is no-one;just that the lost years and the me now;overwhelmes me sometimes,and i get crazy;
I am aware it is my lifeand I am responsible for the good or bad in it,no-one else;

Yes,the only thing I have to focus on is to clear that exam;if I do;I will have finally done something positive;thanks for your prayers;

Keep posting and let me know how are you doing....