It shows you got so much courage to go to a city like Manhattan after not venturing out for a while. I think this might be the start of your recovery, there will be relapses yeah but you can deal with them, just getting out for a day is really good!

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RIP Dexter...
<font color=red>The best dog ever!!!</font color=red>

<font color=green>In the real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning.</font color=green>
- F. Scott Fitzgerald