Thanks for posting Tink. It sounds like you are able to trust your T. It sounds like your T cares about you. I am glad. Sometimes, you just can't go it alone. And when it seems like people are looking at you, and you fear they are thinking negatively . . . it may not be that. At least someone there might have been through the experience of feeling very awful, and that person might be saying a quiet prayer for you.

I hope you pass a quiet night and get some respite from your pain.