Miss Lilly, Anger is what makes me ...hurt myself.
It has to go somewhere and inside isn't quite fixing it.
I understand ... I'm still fighting the urges and sometimes I don't win , but I am never going to stop trying . Hang in there...and just cause you give in doesn't mean you can't hop back on to the buggy to help and peace.
Prayers to you , sweetie,
ZiggyMuzik