welcome to pc, toki!  it's great to see you in this forum. you have accomplished what most people have not been able to do successfully so your one month landmark is something to be proud of. we're here to support you in any way we can. 
as for your depression, are you on medication for depression? if so i'd call and request seeing the doc. i had the very same problem and if i hadn't care of both i would have probably resumed drinking. it's like one feeds into the other. you can pm me at any time you wish.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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