I am starting to love my drugs too! as I have upped my lamictal I see a difference in myself. W/ what I have been thru since sat. BL (before Lamictal) I would prolly be locked up right beside Faith. Or worse, I have thought about it and I know it would have been completely feasible b4 I had meds to control my anger-oriented mania, I might have hurt her severely when I foudn out what she did...