...that is so bad about this? Why is it that I shouldn't do this? Why should I feel bad about it? If I'm so on edge and I self harmed, and it brought me back down, mellowed me out, and I feel better, Why's this so wrong? Huh?
Any reasons? Anyone?
~lil
__________________
Your memory is a monster; you forget - it doesn't. It simply files things away. It keeps things for you, or hides things from you - and summons them to your recall with a will of its own. You think you have a memory; but it has you.
-John Irving
|