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Originally Posted by sweetsurrender
I am new to all of this. I have been trying really hard this week. I realize so many terrible things about myself. I have made so many mistakes and damaged so many relationships. I can't be the person everyone needs me to be. I feel so bad about myself, I feel disgusting. It all feels so useless, so pointless.
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I am so glad you posted this. I have been having the same feelings and it feels so much better to know there are others that are in this with me. SS, I am not new to all this, been in it for a while. It can get better but it takes a little bit of learning why you feel like this and how do deal with it.
There have been times when my thoughts mirrored yours almost exactly. I wonder if being from KY has anything to do with our depression??
(western KY born & bred here)
I notice that you are a social worker? I'm an SLP. It happens to many of us. You'll get better.