I have not read this forum a lot. I have an issue I want to discuss with people here, but the discussion would involve disclosing a really bad trait that I have. No, it is not some weird but innocuous fetish - it is something that would be considered immoral in any culture, especially the modern privacy-based culture. Just something that is really reprehensible. But I do not want to mend my ways - I do not want to exercise will power and self-control, but rather hope that eventually this immoral pursuit will become boring to me and I will stop, or, even more realistically, that technical issues will eventually prevent me from indulging.

So will I cause an uproar if I disclose or will you be lenient? I need to add that I have been through a thorough neuropsychological evaluation which yielded many dx's, including "antisocial traits". Not a full-blown ASD, but traits. I think this particular thing falls squarely within "antisocial traits", because I do not get disgusted with myself at all. I am also cold and unemotional about it.

So... should I go ahead? Also, it would be a very long story - do people on this forum read long posts?