Well, it's done. According to my new psych's office, I didn't sign a release, and when I called my old one's office to cancel my appointment, they said they hadn't gotten any requests for records. Still, they sent me to my old n/p's voicemail to tell her not to transfer anything (just to be sure). What a bullet I dodged. The last thing I needed was my new person reading stuff that I said about my mother. Why that never dawned on me is beyond me. *smacks self in head*

The odd thing was I had no appointment on the schedule with my old psych. That is very strange. I stood there while the woman made it for me and she gave me a card for 11/17. So how did it get cancelled? It's a moot point, but it makes me wonder if someone from my new psych's office contacted them. Or maybe it was a computer/clerical error.

And of course I'm scared my old psych will call me back and accuse me of doctor shopping or something. I swear, one problem is solved and another one immediately takes its place. I don't want to talk to my old psych ever again, and she works Wednesdays and Saturdays, so now I'll be worried that tomorrow she'll call me.

I just want to be free. We had a long run together, much of which was positive, but this last year with her has had more negatives than positives and I want to leave it behind in the dust. The last appointment really was the straw that broke the camel's back. She was so dismissive and said a couple of rude things that left me walking out to my car in tears.