Things I Hate:
1. I'm fat, which I can deal with. The fact that I have no motivation to change it is what I hate
2. My acne
3. My teeth
4. My boobs are too small and my butt is too big
5. The scars I'm making from current self injury and the fact that I am doing it in the first place. My old scars don't really bother me that much, though.
6. My job
7. My lack of motivation to carry anything through
8. I used to be a GREAT singer, but somehow that slipped away
9. Doing things to make other people happy instead of myself, always
10. I have no friends and never get to get out or talk or anything like that

Things I like:
1. My hair is thick and long and people tell me it's beautiful. But I hate brushing it and the last time it was cut was by me, so it's really crooked.
2. My hourglass figure
3. I've been told I have beautiful eyes and since I don't wear makeup anymore that really made me feel good.
4. I LOVE my sense of humor. I'm sarcastic and insulting, but I'm hilarious.
5. I may hate my job, but I'm proud of the fact that I've been there for 10 years
6. My kids and husband tell me I'm a good mom even though I don't think so.
7. This is kind of odd to put on my list, but my husband says I'm amazing at blowjobs. And he's been with A LOT of women, lol.
8. I started painting figurines and it's fun and I think I'm okay at it
9. I've also started cake decorating and it's also fun and I'm not bad at it either
10. I'm good at figuring people out. Why they are the way they are or why they do the things they do. I really wish I would have stayed in school and become a therapist. Someone messed up like me has to have some more insight than other doctors, right?