I know what you mean...there are things I have never told my pdoc and I never will. The meds work well for me along with other tools I use to help me but being quite intelligent I know that some of the things I would tell him borders on totally nuts(especially things that happened long ago) I see no reason now at my age to tell him something that was in the past for me. For you, it might be important to tell everything no matter how weird. Now there are great meds out there that really help, and why live literally in hell when you do not have too. I also agree with the last post that you do have to have someone you really trust
Depression just in itself does crazy things to us. We perceive the world differently then others and a lot of those things you talk about are common when our mind is tired and stressed. Those things you worry about,may be common for others as well. Our minds play tricks on us!!!
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