this thing coming too fast for me, I m on a recovery of many issues from myself past and other things.I m so confused...i tried to push him(renew)away, but failed...... and i also love him, but i really do not know how to work on this, i m with a confused minds for so long time.
we need to know a lot things to figure out if we both match or not, if we just seeking some comfort from each other, or if we really mean to be together as a couple?
how to know that?

and if we mean to be together, we also need to know how to manage a future marriage life, i m so scared....