I started posting to the Dr Phil board. Someone asked me about the abuse I've had to take in this life - they wanted specifics about how I'd been abused by neighbors, co-workers and strangers. I replied to the post with examples and now I'm depressed, remembering how badly I've been treated.

It would be bad enough if it were only the abuse, but it seems like nothing good ever happens to me to make up for it. No one can take only bad stuff indefinitely.