Deathlyones I commend and thank you for this thread. I agree much with what you're questioning. I question stuff all the time. Sometimes I have to put it aside because I'll just think and think and not get any answers.

There aren't many ppl I know that question reality/authority like I do. It does get quite lonely. I have zero answers myself. But I agree with "everything" in that while I can keep investigating, I have to find some kind of truth that works for me.

Thank you again!!!!