Much is going on in the system right now. Putting a bio of each insider together along with a time-line and history--as much as I can anyway. Can only do little bits at a time. Much to triggering otherwise and there's that "don't tell" thing going on also. Shared the bio with a couple of very close trusted friends and that stirred up some "I shouldn't have done that " feelings. They have re-assured me they don't see me as any different----but now I feel like I have to walk on egg shells cuz what if they now are going to be "watching" me. Why'd I ever do that????