Maybe, but I can't imagine him being conscious of it. He is so cut off from so many of his emotions and afraid of them. One of the few he seems to be in touch with is anger. The slightest thing sets him off and he will have a burst of it. He is also capable of showing love. I see it with the kids.

I feel like I am making him out to be a bad person. He really isn't. I am just not sure that he is the person for me anymore. I think maybe he doesn't love me any more and he just can't admit it.