OH dukie.... My daughter is about your age. I couldn't imagine her going through this alone. I feel somewhat protective, having kids that are almost your age. What do you need to feel okay with communicating with your parents? What can we do to help you do this? I couldn't imagine my kid suffering while I had no clue. I would want to know as soon as possible so I could help them! I'm willing to bet your parents are the exact same way... it's a parental thing. You might not understand it, but us parents live for our kids.