I have called the crisis line 3x. Trying to get in to see a psychologist ASAP. Have a call into my GP to see if he's willing to call in a Rx for 300 mg of Lithium at least... -.-

There is no one who will be with me to help me. that's my problem. No one cares around here. I'm just that crazy lying manipulative piece of crap who needs to work herself to death while everyone else points and laughs. That's me. The girl who killed her mom just by the selfish act of being born. The crazy girl who we shoudl all make fun of when it's obvious she can't go another step.

Yup...

I'm so sick of having to do this all by myself. This work is a joke.