I emailed her last night with a letter of sorts, basically explaining what I'm going through, how I'm feeling about it etc. At the end I said I need help in putting things in perspective...what's important, what will resolve itself in time, etc. I'm just a mess and confused and trying to get distracted isnt working. :/

Thanks for the well wishes guys. My bf just doesn't understand how I could even be anxious about going to therapy. He sees it as she's there to help, I shouldn't be afraid of someone like that. But it's a change, it's a new person I have to trust, someone new I have to try and "figure out" before I'm comfortable. It's too early to tell right now.