I thought i would ask for your advice.

As some of you may know, my brother sexually abused me 9 years ago when i was 10. It now seems he's applying for a job in the police force, but to be specific, the Child Protection Agency. im sure you can imagine how that makes me feel. what am i to do? how can i feel happy knowing he would be doing that job involving children after what he did to me. i kind of feel its up to me to stop, and if i dont, i would fear for others often. nobody knows about what he did to me, ive always kept quiet about it, but is it time to speak up about it and destroy my dad, or keep quiet and feel responsible for other people if he gets the job. He probably wont do anything to anyone, but why would he want that job, hes never been interested in that sort of job, why now!? i really am torn 2 ways over this and i dont know which way to turn.

i was going to tell my dad about the abuse recently, but as hes taken a bad turn with his alcoholism, i think this would finish him off...so i cant talk about it to anyone, but how can i let my brother continue with it. i really dont know what to do. can anyone help?