Please stay on the antidepressants -- it takes awhile before they start working. Some take as long as a month or so. So don't stop taking them. And you CANNOT abruptly stop taking them as that is DANGEROUS. You could end up having seizures -- these drugs can be dangerous to stop quickly, so stay on them and talk to your doctor. But believe me, they will start working in time. Just be patient.

I know that things sometimes seem like they're all going to pot at once, but things will fall into place once the medication begins to work. Then you will feel better and things will make sense. Right now nothing seems to make any sense, and everyone is driving you crazy. I remember feeling like that before my meds kicked in. It was awful.

I can't say that everything is going to be peaches & cream --but it can't get much worse, right? I would advise you tho to stay away from your bf -- he sounds like a real creep -- and someone who is NOT lookiing out for your best interests. He is NOT supportive of you. In fact, he is TOXIC to you. he doesn't seem to care whether you're depressed or not, and in fact makes you feel even worse!! So get rid of him. There is someone out there who would genuinely care for you and look out for you. You deserve better sweetie.

God bless and please take care of YOU. Hugs, Lee