((((((( Simon ))))))))))
Im sorry about your past abuse.
When I was raped, it took me 6 months to tell anyone.
My family treated me different(in a bad way) after I told.
But I dont regret it, I have more support than hate towards me.
I hope you can figure out what you are going to do, it sounds like your in an unusual spot.
My piece of advice is just go with your gut feeling....what do you think will turn out better.
Im sure you will figure this out, anyone who has survived any form of abuse is very strong.
PM me if you'd like.
Safe hugs,
-Megan-