nope i wont .and no i'm not angery.i have left T early and all but have only once on the phone told her i quit,that was years ago.she didn't accept it,she said i needed to tell her in person so this time i told her in person.i am just tired of everyone myself included thinking i have any controle over this .yup i sure do .i just love sitting there and feeling so so miserable i want to jump out of my skin.all this stuff flooding my head. and the emotional pain .all of it and i cant open my stupid mouth. yup i just love it i tell ya. nothing else like it.