This fantasy is wearing me out. Or working at it, anyway.

I stayed up again all night, until 8am and fell asleep until 1pm today. I got up and did some work and fought off some guilt about sleeping all day. I forced myself to get up after 1pm.

I am glad I am my own boss; dont' have to work for anyone now.

I would not last at a job! lol

My mentor does not approve of this fantasy but he does not scold me either; he knows how hard this is for me. I had tried to give it up and could not (yet). not sure, still if I want to.

But I am so tired. I feel like it's taking so much out of me.

thanks,

Carol