Know why I didn't file 2004 taxes? Because I couldn't afford the $100 to download TurboTax for that year. I was going to do them after I did my 2005s, but when I saw I had to put another $100 on the credit card, I decided to wait. Waiting turned in to not doing it at all.

I can't stop crying. My daughter's here and my face is all wet and puffy and I feel guilty for crying because she has to see me and worry.

I'm so sick of being a mom right now. I just want to be alone and disappear from everyone.