I just woke up five minutes ago what I can remember from my dream I was in bed but the wall with a door into my room was gone was replace placed with long mirrors no frame supported by beams but for some reason they weren't stable they began to fall away from the wall I was scrambling to stop them from crashing to the floor there was more to the dream I woke up in tears crying heavy sob I never cry when I'm awake let alone sob this is all from coming to terms like my minds acting out because I've accepted and decided to seek treatment I just wanted to get that typed out quickly because dreams are harder to remember after you've been awake a while, thank you Lee I'm going to give my cigna insurance a call find out what's covered and what I have to do I feel better because I'm now heading in the right direction I'll see my doctor Wednesday and go from there and I can research some antidepressants for the next few days till