There seems to be so many stressors in your life right now.. home life needs to be separate from work like and vice-versa -it depends on you. Did you have a talk with your bf about your concerns about what's happening right now? He needs to be there for you, especially right now, did he take time to listen? I understand transportation is vital for work... my family took away my car and lent it to my sister for months who apparently went to visit her male acquaintances while I wasted my $ on taxis and had missed days of class and work, it was a low point in my life to have family treat me like this , I really am hoping things get better for you