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your response really felt so like you really understand....
and it does feel like i have barely moved forward. though T and H say i have so much improved. awareness has improved. yrs and yrs of therapy and i feel i've only moved small steps....but then we remember the story of the tortoise and the hare---

not a very good day today.
i feel like i'm going between dogpaddling and deadman's float the only 2 things i remember from swimming class when you get into water over your head.
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