Thank you guys... I mean it.

Everything is just falling apart lately, and I'm really losing faith in life in general. I realize that it's normal to feel this way at first when first starting a new medication, but it doesn't mean that it's any fun or easy to deal with. And with the two main people who made my problems worse asking me for favors constantly, I feel incredibly insulted and used...especially with my ex-boyfriend snagging himself a new girlfriend who is younger than me so suddenly since our break-up, and STILL wanting me to do him favors.

Even disregarding my two exes isn't enough to forget about everything going wrong, since there's more to my issues than just their BS. I want to talk to my mother about how I'm feeling, but last time she found out that I was feeling this way, she couldn't understand why and constantly asked me questions that just made me feel worse. I didn't even want her to know about my attempt...my ex-boyfriend is the one to thank for calling her. ><