I have been losing battles, but still fighting in the War. Not a day goes by that I don't learn something new about what strength I do have. I just have difficulties always remembering the strength.
I still have bad thoughts that rumble in my head. But, now instead of hiding and shutting people out I am more trusting and open so that I can be safe and feel secure and supported.
I have come up with this quote "If your glass if half empty...go fill it"
We have choices everyday. Even when we have fallen deeper then the time before it is up to us, by ourselves, to make the choice to get up and try and go the distance once more.