my days been ******
It started out with two bad dreams.. of one my bf kissing another girl.. and another of my bf being a **** and not giving a %#@&#! about me lol.. and so all day i been depresed and angry.. crying because im angry with myself and the way i look n %#@&#!.. i mean i get that i am pretty a lot but i just think im so ugly.. and having lies and stupidnes that my bfs friends bring up..about past relationship that they knew my Ex.. and bad memories n %#@&#! .. now im thinking about this girl at his work ..like i just wanna kill her. for no good reason besides she was gettin friendly with my bf..? AHHH also this morning my son was crying a lot .. maybe he was upset that i was.. but it frustreted me even more ahhh i dont know