carrie ann, if you're referring that you drank...i think that's what you mean...many of us had to keep coming back to succeed. it doesn't make you pathetic  cuz you aren't. just get back on that horse and try again. dont beat yourself up...it will just keep you in that self destrutive state of mind. we're here for you. please post often to let us know. don't know why that works but it does. we all need each other.
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